Because I gave up.
I closed my file.
Onerr
No 'honour' - that's YUK
spelling.
And was 'rewarded'
perhaps.
By her "thank you
for.."
But will she understand
Languid?
I mean, really.....really
Languid.
I mean really fuckin at my
river languid.
I mean really really naked on my Hill
languid.
I mean last Friday at 1100
hours ish really really...
Beaten.
"hmm so will they take the
books... years no matter what, no matter what silly little bug, I
collected...?"
"well, overdue, well
overdue hahh hahh due to the most glorious year in all of history, well at
least since Debord figured it....all of history indeed; because it is
impossible that she would in front of him.... well...."
Just a thoughtbubble, for the
one whom fair dinkum started it:
"your goddesses....sorry
luv, I think we can say that world is full of the not very languid and not very
honourable - no matter which side of the pond you spell it from.... twenty
seven years I have awaited this, no way she will keep to her word... [those
dots are The Sublime by the way not that any nincompoop could get that]
.... but I prepared as if she would, because that is the right thing....
and when t'other day my ballies did not back off and i knew this time i was
beat.... about two years late; well... t'was the hour later when i knew that I
really would be beat.... and then just like that as if to prove that
Goddesses really do love to switch passages they f you up..... I
wasknee...
"but i have no pride.....I
was arranging to subsume all the way to their book nickin inevitable...
"I even rehearsed the
chat....
"and the 'look' ...of
resignation
"But, luv, I shall not try
to prove to you that your goddesses or 'inner work' is a load of pants; I know
not the deal and should have been dead years ago, but i have only one gift as I
have pondered all day on my hill: as we know the sheepl have fallen hook line
and sinking feeling for one little thing..... to 'control' the uncontrollable.
Accept. And look for what can be, so much fun it is daft.... but a tip, I near
died to save that Union; and your Nige well he as good as stabbed her in the
back as she was off backpacking to even The Armenian revolution....
but i feel not one quantum particle of confusion about you ....
despite your side, and had to accept your uneducated anti Enlightenment bolshiness,
not in any way as good as an actual God of the Bolshie, Thomas The B ...
a ferkin foreigner according to you...
"but for your own good
that parallel matter, accept like I did - I am unmarryable according to
all my foreign babes... because they don't like us any more; accept... it
is only about the sentiment of the peepl, and there is a critical mass even if
no one among that "other 15% " who understand 'constructive
criticism' is because you love..... Mister B knew that, i think.... those
15 ish percent who may hold some sway, and i know languid sway.... they
dictate, that your other argument you have...lost, for thine own good give it
up"
THE END
